T H E Y A N A I S M

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

The presentation yesterday was a straight out failure okay! So much work, so much talk, no substance at all in the end. Typical isn't it? Now one party's pissed off, the other would probably be neglected, and yours truly is caught in the fucking middle, again. Kanina. Explains the whole freaking idea of my previous post.

But all's good for now I guess. School's out, just one more assigment due next week so I'll stat on it and just hand that freaking thing up as soon as possible. But then again, knowing that yours truly is an expert procrastinator, I bet you I'll only start on it the night before.

Oh whatever la.

Hafiz, Jules and Robin saved me from misery, and not forgetting the incredible sale at Dorothy Perkins. Now I'm feeling much much better. Screw the rest.

Screw the upload photo command as well. Blogger needs a major maintanence!

Endnote;
Why are there so many songs about rainbows, and what's on the other side?

yanaSicked says ok go.
10/31/2006 09:38:00 AM

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Monday, October 30, 2006

I can't help feeling that I have failed terribly as a person. Relationships, friendships and even kinship. My life is so WTF although you may see me smiling most of the time and making myself appear silly. I try my fucking best to push all the negativities aside but by the end of the day, it comes back to haunt me.

I'm just fucking sick of people in school. LaSalle was a dream for me and to fulfil that dream was the ultimatum but day by day, friendships gets strained and shit. Groupworks are more shit. I'm not saying that this applies to everyone but working with the same people over and again is really stressing the shit outta me. But it's all only a state of mind, whether or not I wanna get affected by all that's happening around me at the same time.

Sometimes I feel it's good to be someone disliked in class; more appropriate would be someone outcasted. People try to avoid you as if you're carrying some deadly disease, and they leave you to yourself. You won't have ties with anyone; school is school, other than that you're in the dark. But of course when you desperately need a shoulder to cry on, there's nobody there. So it's neither here nor there.

I also don't understand how some people can be so beautiful on the outside but worst than shit on the inside. I'm shit both inside and outside, and I know that for sure coz it's my life. I have people telling me that eventhough I'm not exactly aesthetically perfect, I am the best thing that can happen to them. But that's bullshit. Excuse me for my negativity but what's your motive for saying all that to me? Praise me and make me feel good about myself so I'll make you feel good about yourself as well? Wrong move. I know what is a genuine praise and what is not, afterall I too, am a manipulator. I am nice, yes. I am nice to people who are nice to me. And I'll do anything for you if you can give me that inner comfort that I so am lacking right now. What I have now are insecurities, hatred and just sheer jadedness. I'm just tired of all the pretense.

I just can't wait for these two things to happen.
1. School vacation so I don't have to see those certain fucktards in class.
2. My sis-in-law and her mother to fucking kill themselves

I'm seriously shit if you know me. And seriously when I get physical, nobody can stop me. Have you ever been possessed? I have, by my very own anger. And again I say this, I am willing to die for my family, no questions asked.

Endnote;
Take me to another place, where skies are blue and happiness are aplenty.

yanaSicked says ok go.
10/30/2006 12:36:00 AM

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Sunday, October 29, 2006

Ignore my previous post please. It's just one of those days ya know. But I'm back and dandy yo.

So anyways here are some pics taken at Tanglin Camp 2 days back. Credits to RenRong.

[ Fries is goooootttt. ]

[ When one camwhore meets a camfreak, even smoking and phone-ing isn't spared! ]

[ Yours truly and her camwhore accomplice. ]

[ Ice cream, which melts like U.K Shyam running a 10m race. ]

[ Again, camwhore and camfreak work in action. ]

[ Uncle Morries and me! Anyone hasn't seen my highlighted hair? You can see it in this picture. ]

[ Uncle Morries and me again. SB2006 CROs unite! ]

Ok enough for Friday. Went to school to finish up Mary's preparation for presentation yesterday til like 6pm, only to find my dearest cuzzie from KL waiting for me. No time to do much but a few pictures suffice the memories.

[ Me and Ira in our baju kurung stuff. ]

Yea that's about all for today. I'm not sure what's going to happen today but presentation tomorrow fucks! And after that, I'm left with only one more freaking assignment! Weeeee.....
Endnote;
Dear *spits* sis-in-fucking-law *spits*, hope you get admitted to the asylum soon. Coz really, you belong there together with you two-faced bitch mother, perfectly. Fucktards!

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10/29/2006 09:44:00 AM

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Friday, October 27, 2006

Ok today is like one of the best days I've had within the month, but it ended with a downfall. Firstly I had a really fun colleague at the Biennale today. Shoutouts to Ren Rong, my fellow camwhore! The smokes were good, the migraine was not, but all's fine. Yes yes, Texas Reds is back.

But all that aside, luck and/or lust must have been on my side jst hours back because once I logged on MSN, Didi prompted me. About 5 minutes later, Mahat prompted me. And about a mere 2 minutes or so after, Joshua prompted me. Bliss. All my beloved boys, my memorable past.

Now all of them are offline. Didi's gone jogging, Mahat's probably on the phone with his other half and Joshua is off to lecture. And I'm feeling lonely, very. Emo la babe!

Random: Sometimes the very person who you've thought possessed the fullest confidence is actually the one with the lowest. What you see on the outside is just a ploy to hide their insecurities and lack of self confidence. And you never know what they do behind closed doors.

bleah.

Endnote:
I wish I could be every little thing you wanted... all the time.

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10/27/2006 11:59:00 PM

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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Yippedee doo daaaa, yippedee yey!
Wonderful feeling, wonderful day!~

Approximately 63 hours without sleep and I survived so yey! Managed to complete my freaking assignments and handed them up this morning. Now a heavy load is lifted off my shoulders, at an instant. To top that up, I spent my day with my 2 husbands going shopping and chilling at Starbucks for fun's sake. Had a great time sayangs, we should do this more often ok.

Working at National Museum in the morning, and then followed by a meeting with my groupmates for my very last presentation for the semester. Will go get some sleep now, or else I'll turn cuckoo. I promise I'll update on my Raya stuff when I bother okay peeps?

*yawnz*

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10/26/2006 01:01:00 AM

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Monday, October 23, 2006

Can I bitch and whine about how shitty I feel right now? Damned proscatination la! I hate this trait! I've been trying to start on my assignments and thus far I've only done my Reflective Journal, halfway! I dunno, I can't concentrate at all. Not that I have loads of other stuff to do, infact my mom was nice enough to spare me from all the housework to prepare for Raya. But whaddahell am I doing!!!!

Aaaaaarrrggggghhhhh!!!!

HEEELLLLLPPPPPPP!!!

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10/23/2006 03:49:00 PM

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Saturday, October 21, 2006

It seems that the more you sleep, the sleepier you get. I'm feeling sleepy right now even when I've had so much sleep for the day already. Balme it on the fever I'd love to say but it has indeed subsided so that's no excuse.

Anyways the procrastination bug is here to stay! I tell you, these bugs are really hardworking coz it's the festive season and they're supposed to be on holidays but no, they still attack. Blah.

Handed up my Visual Arts yesterday so I've got 4 more. Let me take it in a positive way, 1 down, 4 to go. hahahaha. Pelan-pelan kayuh. I vow to finish my Reflective Journal and Mary's Artist Management essays by tomorrow so I can concentrate on Dance and Arts&Interpretation on Monday. Then and ONLY then I'll be able to celebrate my Raya this coming Tuesday.

Oh ya, Happy Deepavali la dey.

I'm watching Swades right now on Vasantham. I love this show. Ok I love most hindustan shows la, especially those with Shah Rukh. This show is about Shah Rukh, who is an architect or engineer or something, who got sent to another part of India where they're experiencing draught and people are living in poverty and he had to think of some ways and means to get water for them. In the end he built a dam and generated water for that country. That's a summary of the show if I'm not mistaken la. It's been long since I last watched it. However, Swades won some pretty dope awards somewhere, can't remember though. It would be nice if they screen Kal Ho Naa Ho, Im gonna bawl my eyes out! They're also gonna screen Bollywood Hollywood tomorrow but I'll be working then so I doubt I'll be able to catch it.

You see la, day after Deepavali I'm working, day after Raya, I got 4 freaking assignments to hand up. Talk about no life. Oh I forgot, I live the life of a procrastinator so I'm not gonna complaint. It's my bad.

Ok what else?

I freaking gained 0.7kg today okay! So fucking irritating. But I think it's fine la, as long as I can still fit into that gorgeous kebaya this Raya.

Ok here's a pic of my hair, and ermm... me. It's not very visible but if you flap, you can see it. Copper reds okay.

Endnote;
I want some plain ghabi (or whatever you name that Indian sweet is) please, nandri.

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10/21/2006 05:58:00 PM

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Thursday, October 19, 2006

Why is it that I'm not excited with the fact that Raya is just a few days to go? Perhaps it's because of the assignments I'd have to submit the day after that, or is there just a total lack of atmosphere this year? Things are kinda screwed in the family right now, I mean my brother's plight. Hope things would be fine soon; somehow or rather, I am skeptical, very. I gotta lay low on my revenge.

Typical of me, but now I'm starting to panic coz Visual Arts is due tomorrow. Artist Management 1 would be postponed to next Wednesday so that means I have more time. But then again, I'll have to hand up a total of 4 assignment then! Fuhhh maut!

Chill kan?
Kan dah jadi chill-aka.
(read: cilaka)
heh.

Got home just before midnight yesterday coz we got held up with the recording for Uan. Plan gone wrong actually but I guess we'll pull through. We have really strong-willed people in this group, me included. As for today, I watched "Aspirations" by NAFA dance department. I shall not do a review coz I'll be doing that anyways for my assignment. B.O. aside, it was a good show. At least I think it's better than "Moments" because I could understand what's going on. No hard feelings John Mead, I still cannot fathom modern dance.

After which, me and Kush went to City Hall to view the Biennale stuff. This time round I got to really play around and dig deeper into each artwork. The only sad part is the shortage of time. I tell you, it will take more than 2 hours to cover that mere one level of City Hall okay!

Ok what else? I'm gonna get my hair highlighted tomorrow. Mentel right? And I sure hope I can go for terawih in the next few days coz it is indeed the last days of terawih and I have missed ALOT this year. Haizz I'm very disappointed in myself.

Ok I shall stop procrastinating, or I'll be in freaking deep shit.
Chao ar mano!

Endnote;
Yes, Yana is a good girl.
Danke schon.

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10/19/2006 11:59:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 17, 2006

The episode of Grey's Anatomy kicked my ass man, it's damned emotional yo. Danny died when Izzie was on her way to meet him. So sad. That's the ending of Season 2, hope they continue with Season 3 next.

McDreamy vs McSteamy? McDreamy for me please. Maybe its the dark hair la kan.
:)

I was taken aback when I got onto the weighing scale this evening coz my weight dropped by 3kg in a day! But of course that was before break fast la, now after I think I gained that 3kg or more back. Let's wait for tomorrow. Hahahaha. Ok sorry, I realised I'm getting obsessed but no EDs involved, it's just so I can fit into that gorgeous lingerie Feizel promised me at Pacific Plaza.

I wanna be a surgeon la, or a GP will do.
In my dreams eh?
Haiyaaa...

Oh Jay Chou, I love your "Twilight's Chapter Seven" MV. Please search me officer, please do. Serious serious people, go watch that MV. Even if you don't get excited like I am right now, just pretend you are la ok.

As of my previous post, I did mention that I've got a weird feeling about something. Still do. Concerns of the heart, but I just don't want to hurt another person. What's happening to me?

Mampoz la, assignment SATU pun aku belom start.
Bismillah je...
Hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih.

CAN!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f4B-r8KJhlE
*teary-eyed*

Endnote;
Jonathan Leong still sings the best rendition of Chasin Cars okay.

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10/17/2006 12:04:00 AM

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Sunday, October 15, 2006

I think Keefe is a really fun guy to hang out with, out of shift that is. Coz we were at the welcoming booth this afternoon and he was telling me how I was a "kentang" just because I couldn't be bothered to entertain the good looking group of malay Vespa mats BUT I was being very helpful to this ang moh guy and he isn't very hot at that. Of course la, I was there with Lin and its obvious we're worlds apart kan. And he kept pushing me to give out the mineral water to every single person who came in, even to those mats who apparently dasar tak puasa.

Kekek la Keefe.
xin nian la hor.

But anyways, today was great la. Just me and Lin on the welcome table, with Keefe dropping by once in awhile to disturb us and the Vespa Mats. So technically speaking Lin and I acted as the information counter, the ticketing officer, merchandiser and babysitter as well coz there were quite a number of kids today. At one point of time we had this customer who was looking for badges and she's carrying her baby niece who's pretty heavy so she asked for help and I took the babygirl out to the steps and all while Lin played around with the slightly elder girl. Cute la hor. And the ang moh kids are damned adorable.

So anyways I don't really have anything substantial to blog about today. Just that it's a surprise that my tagboard's pretty active recently hor. Nevermind la, asal korang bahagia okei. Abang Im, yes Yana is now cina-ted. I've been totally nuts about Jay and Still Fantasy. It's just a phase la, no worries. Talking about Jay, I saw a Jay-looking guy at The Adelphi just now. Excited yo. But of course I am still into Edison. Grudge 2 lohhhh!!! Anyone interested?

Oh oh check this out.
http://www.haque.co.uk
Look for The Open Burble thingy and go find my name and picture in there.

On another note, I've got a weird feeling about something. But I'll keep that under wraps. For now, time to... you know... MY kinda porn okayy.

Ok go.

Endnote;
Twilight's Chapter SEVEN.

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10/15/2006 10:28:00 PM

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Friday, October 13, 2006

And so the procrastination bug still stays. I haven't done anything as yet, but I did clear my room and sort out all my worksheets with proper filing system. I'm still searching for my box of staplets and whole punch though. Anyone seem them anywhere? Please return them to me, thank you.

hehehehe.

I managed to get the bluetooth adapter for my new phone from my brother. And I managed to upload the songs into my MMC card. Excited abit la. Jay Chou!!! And I was also looking through all my old baju kurungs and such to model them abit and surprise, surprise! I managed to fit into them, even those "tight" ones! Yipeeee!

I don't know the purpose of this entry, just decided to "drop by" je. Will post again later at night or something la ok. Go.

Endnote;
Slayer tonight and I'm going for terawih, alhamdulillah... :)

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10/13/2006 04:32:00 PM

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

It seems like every normal happy person in my class is stressing out. Well I'm abnormal, and I'm not spared from the stress as well. It is indeed difficult to be in a very competitive environment. Competitive is fine coz afterall we are all competing to make it, but pessimistic, suspicious AND pretencious is not. I'd have to agree with GF on her entry regarding that. It's sad for me to see such a wonderful person to be treated that way.

I always take things easy and avoid conflicts. You don't like me, fine, I won't talk to you and I'll go as far as to not be even near you. If I give you that blank look, it means I can't be bothered. You don't like my work, fine, just make sure you can give me something better. You wanna put me down, fine, but you jolly well prove to me that you're worthy of my respect and I'll accept the fact that I'm second grade. You don't disturb me, I won't disturb you and we'll all live in peace. I know myself and my moodswings. If I know that I'm bound to be unhappy about something, I'll avoid it totally so as not to spark off any conflicts. Not the most approppriate way but at least it works.

bleurgh.

Now on to some happy pictures. Pictures does paint a thousand words, indeed.

[ Us and Mdm Som Said @ Taman Warisan ]

[ Say jiwaaaannnnggggsaaaakkkkkk!! ]

[ Dancers, some totally CANNOT make it ]

[ More shiok sendiri moments ]

[ Happy non-pretencious people ]

You guys, rock.

Endnote;
Yea nigga, wo de huayi power la siak!

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10/12/2006 01:00:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

I'm glad that Kathy received the package and that she's over excited about it. Now that is what I call gratitute. Sent her the long due Arashic cd as well as Eternal Rain coz I read her blog like last week and she was talking about it so why not a surprise. I'm glad you loved it babe, but please don't get breathless coz I don't want anything to happen to you. hehe.

I am, on the other hand is starting to asphyxiate coz I've been procrastinating on a very heavy scale. I aimed to finish up my Visual Arts assignment by tonight but all I did was go to the library for awhile to research abit and then to Sculpture Square to buy the catalogue for my artist because I was too lazy to copy down my research materials in the library. Other than that, I've been watching TV and listening to Still Fantasy on repeat. So not productive right?

I hate moodswings, MY moodswings. I can be yey-i-am-so-happy one moment and fuck-you-all the other, and I realised I've been trying to kid myself as well. My obsession cum fetish is getting worst and I fear there comes a period of time when I'm turning to ED for comforts. So what's up with that? I dunnolah. I really need to keep myself occupied. Well not that I don't have things to do, apparently the lazy bug has struck me bad and I'm really as good as ice cream not freezed.

Talking about ice cream, I'm craving for some Ben & Jerrys. Harun!!! When la?? Raya k?

Can't wait for Raya in a way, but of course I'm sad that Ramadhan is already halfway gone. I'm just questioning to whether I can actually meet Ramadhan again next year or not. Its just something about this month which makes me feel very errmmm... in touch with my religion. As for Raya, I'm basically anticipating to seeing my cousins. I only have a pair of baju kurung this Raya, just not so excited about it.

I'm damned fortunate coz I've got parents who love me, cousins who simply rule and friends who care, as compared to some of my other friends that is. I know my limits, I follow my ethics, my life's smooth. And I'm also fortunate because I am loved by someone but I have a problem with that. Maybe I'm afraid, maybe commitments freak me out; but one thing's for sure, I am willing to try. Just not now.

Sayang, please understand. You know how our hearts beat as one but hearts change so let time decide. Love is too powerful a word for now, and love is pain so I don't want to hurt you. Afterall I think I've hurt you too much that I'm starting to hurt too. Forgive me.

"... wo zhi dao wo men dou mei you cuo
zhi shi fang shou hui bi jiao hao guo
zui mei de ai qing
hui yi li dai xu..."

I need more retail therapy.

Endnote;
Can we hold hands? Get to the end a bit later.

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10/10/2006 11:27:00 PM

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Monday, October 09, 2006

Another "unintentional" retail therapy day and I got myself a pair of jeans from Dorothy Perkins. I really should stop spending coz I really am blowing my pay and I have yet to get my hair highlighted for Raya and buy that really beautiful Swatch. And of course, that pair of girdle from M&S! But when I think of it, I do feel better being able to fit into more clothes lately. However, it is exactly that ability which is causing such a disability in my bank account. hahaha.

Pssst Ping, I looooovvveee that dress!!!

Ok so anyways, a recap for the past weekend. After blowing just under $100 last Thursday evening on that hot black & white dress, I blew more money on Friday and Saturday! I got myself a pair of "bling-bling" belt, Jay Chou's limited edition Still Fantasy album, a pair of baju kebaya and 3 pairs of kain balik-like bottoms for my other kebaya tops. Unintentional? I don't think so, at all! So mentel right?

Went to Sri Warisan with GF, Jules and Zel yesterday. The session was quite fun, dressing GF and Zel up in costumes and watching the teenagers practising. Really reminds me of those times I was dancing, both modern and traditional Malay dance. I know I know, you might be thinking Liyana dances? Yes I do, but not a very good dancer la. Let's not count those primary school days la but back in secondary school, I was part of the ELDDS and we did stuff for Speech Day and other events. The best was of course the 1999 Speech Day item and the Lindy Hop routine in which I cheoreographed! That's achievement for me man, having someone entrust into me the responsibility of putting together a routine I am unfamiliar with. It turned out pretty good by the end of the day so yea. Went threading with Jules after that. My eyebrows were so all over the place but its nicer now.

Just weighed myself and my body fat percentage has dropped to a 29.7% from a 34.3%! No wonder clothes fit me better now. However it's sad that my weight fluctuates and I'm still obese as it is. We were having a conversation between us girls in class just now during break and Jules was telling everyone about her life story and shit when she said, "I was even fatter than her" and she pointed at me. I wanted to burst out laughing and I saw the faces of Ping and Sheena but we tried to keep a straight face. Like hello, seen the mirror lately? hahaha. I shall not say anything.

Ok nevermind, why am I discussing about my weight here?

So anyways, lots of assignments up my sleeves. I've got 2 due on the 20th and 3 on the 25th, which is just a day after Raya! Goodness gracious! But I think I'll do fine.

Carpe Diem.

Endnote;
Josh baby, all's good but our emotions just clashes. Love.

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10/09/2006 08:08:00 PM

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Friday, October 06, 2006

Had my first session of retail therapy with Aziela GF and Cheryl. The clothes at Dorothy Perkins are all so hot la! But of course, I stil do be careful because I don't wanna blow my budget. There are ALOT more things that I should buy!

[ I love this top! ]

Well I entered the shop, saw this dress and at an instant I knew I wanted it. hahaha. Girlfriend loved it too so I figured, why not? The best part is, I can fit a 16!

Weeee... that is such a big achievement for me man! I was a size 20 man!

MOMENT was weird. I can't really fathom contemporary modern dance la. However I think the last act was an eye opening one so kudos to John Mead the director and Mei Chian our lecturer and a dancer in that production. She's John Mead's girl yo.

[ Aziela GF, QiaoPing, Juliana, yourstruly, Cheryl before Moment ]

Very kakak-kakak right all of us?

All in all, a good evening spent with my girls. Back to more schoolwork and projects today. Bummer! Will post more soon.

Endnote;
In the dream, you didn't know me. You've let us go already?

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10/06/2006 11:28:00 AM

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Thursday, October 05, 2006

Yeyness! Finally a post with pictures yo! So anyways this is gonna be a long post; oklah not long LONG but just longer than usual so yea, sit tight.

Ok so I've been very occupied with school stuff lately so I have been sleeping late and waking up early. It's turned into some sort of routine somehowe so I'm still up and about for the day (or morning that is)! Artist Management module is quite fun actually, especially when the artist you're managing is willing to co-operate and appreciates your work as well. Not only does he have the fastest hands, he's got attitude and passion just oozing out of him. Check him out! He's playing with WickedAura Batucada and Al-Badouin to name a couple.

[ my "Skunk" percussionist/drummer, Uan ]

I got my pay, yey! Its time for retail therapy people! Anyone interested to join me for a session at Marks & Spencers soon? Lingerie, cute tops and lots of camwhoring in the fitting room! hahahaha.
[ THE top I want from M&S ]

"All I need in this life of sin, is me and my girlfriend, me and my girlfriend..."
Beat THAT, JayZ!

Ok next.
I got tagged by Sabrina to do this so here goes Sab...
Write a blog with six weird facts/things/habits about yourself.
1. Like Sab, I've got an imaginary friend. Actually friend(s). Its weird but they keep me sane.

2. I am emetophilic and it's much more fun putting my fingers down my throat to vomit rather than watch puke vids on youtube.

3. I got this thing for guy's snail's trail. They're sexy la dok. But of course, it depends on which guy la. JLV's tops for now!

4. I think I am so used to talking on the phone or over Skype before I sleep so now when I don't get late night phonecalls or internet calls anymore, I would pretend to have conversations with any random person and then I can sleep.

5. I like to smell stuff like turpentine, markers, glue, paint etc.

6. I'm starting to embrace colours. So THAT is VERY WEIRD! Black is out?

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Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
- ... He lifted one dark eyebrow, "Goddamned, you're a rocket scientist!"

Stretch your arm out as far as you can.
- Ahuh, then do what?

What is the last thing you watched on tv?
- E.R

Without looking, guess what time is it?
- 2:15am

Now look look at the clock. what is the actual time?
- 2:18am

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- Law and Order on TV now.

When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
- Around 10pm just now when mum asked for help to get her stuff from the car.

Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
- My picture folder to find pictures to upload, Uan's interview summary, Sab's blog and mySpace.

What are you wearing now?
- Tank top and boyshorts.

Did you dream last night?
- Maybe, I can't remember.

When did you last laugh?
- While listening to Uan's recorded interview.

What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- My noticeboard cum picture board with pictures of my family members and friends, Arts Management class list and tickets to shows I've been to this year.

Seen anything weird lately?
- Oh yes, me Hafiz and Jules were "attacked" by this really hot but DRUNK American-Chinese guy just now. He was talking to us as if he knew us and used the word "fucking" in every sentence. But damned was he HOT la!!

What is the last film you saw?
- I think it's The Lake House. Haven't had time la babes.

If you become a multi-millionaire overnight, what will you buy?
- THAT top from Marks&Spencers! And of course I'll revamp my whole wardrobe, and perhaps invest in some slimming programme. hahaha.

Tell me something about you I don't know
- I bite my nails, critically! And if I can't peel off the nails on my foot, I'll just bite them as well. My teeth is the cutting agent la.

If you could change one thing in the world, regardless of guilt of politics, what would you do?
- I don't give two hoots to politics but I want BBWs to rule the world!

Do you like to dance?
- Yea, in my room la.

George Bush
- Set him on fire?

Imagine your first child is a girl. what would you call her?
- Nur Eva Natasya.

Imagine your first child is a boy. what would you call him?
- Muhd Fiedauzt Danial. Joshua is also good. Joshua Zul-something la.
*psst...miss u*

Would you ever consider living abroad?
- Yea sure. Germany would be good, or America.

I tag:
Juni, Aziela gf and whoever's interested.
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I've got complimentary tckets for a dance concert, all thanks to Kakak Rina so I'm gonna go watch Moments tomorrow! Men in tights yea!

Ok go.

Endnote;
Pretty people never lie, vampires never die.

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10/05/2006 01:50:00 AM

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Monday, October 02, 2006

Attachment and work is secondary at this point but projects are starting to screw with me at a very slow but sadistic pace. It doesn't help when the bond in the group isn't there. And somehow because of that, I have turned into a workaholic who demands perfection, and a total bitch at that. If I'm unhappy with you or your work, I'll just give you that shit face and you figure out how to turn that mood of mine around. I really miss my previous grouping!

In any case, my moodswing's been kinda erratic lately.
So really people, don't push it.

I've been listening to Jonathan Leong's rendition of Chasing Cars lately, on repeat mode mind you. Something about his voice and that song, it just blends, and beautifully at that. Hady Mirza's crowning seemed subtle as compared to Taufik's. Then, it was such a hype and everybody's conversations somewhat consists of the name "Taufik" but not Hady. He doesn't even appear that much on air. Could it be because of Ramadhan? Maybe la eh.

I still heart Jon no matter. <3

As much as my ego is stopping me from typing ths down, I can't fight the urge to.
I miss Josh.
"I don't quite know how to say, how I feel."

I need retail therapy la! To the respective authorities, please gimme gimme gimme my pay ASAP! And the very first place I'll head to is Marks & Spencers to get more lacy boyshorts, padded bras and that grey safari-like top which would burn my pocket at an instant! Damned, I feel good already just thinking about it!

Endnote;
Sometimes I sit staring at the window, watching this world pass me by. Sheesh! So emo ar? hahahahaha.

yanaSicked says ok go.
10/02/2006 07:26:00 AM

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