T H E Y A N A I S M

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Was supposed to blog last night but blogger.com was an ass. But whatever. My day was great, although it's been pouring for the later half of the day. Driving on the expressways and JB was a nightmare I had to surrender and allowed my cousin to drive instead. But all's good coz Kenny Roger's black pepper chicken kicked ass!

Singapore Idol was bleak. Jon did the best today, for both performances. Hady somewhat lost his directions for the second song but the first was smooth. Joakim sounded quite good today actually but of course it's not a worthy enough performance if he's to be crowned the next idol. Jasmine is losing her diction and attitude and Paul totally lost it tonight. So good luck all.

Back to yesterday.
The 2 hr finale of CSI was damned superb I tell you! Put Jerry Bruckheimer and Quentin Tarantino together and you get a freaking great show. Lots of explosives, suspense and most importantly the decapitation of body parts and BLOOD!!!!

Oh ya, and the occasional sight of Nick Stokes crying and cringing like a baby. hahaha. Oklah its quite a pity coz he was buried in some plasterglass coffin and slowly eaten alive by deadly ants.

Kick ass!

Ok so I spent yesterday wasting loads of time watching VCDs of old old stuff from The Kind And I, Crybaby (Johnny Depp yum yum), 303:Fear, Faith, Revenge (Ananda Everingham my love), The Bride of Chucky and the not-so-old Initial D. Awesome shows, damned good lucking guys. Typical.

And of course, some camwhoring.

That is something classified as VANITY.
Again, typical.

Got my namcards printed for networking.
*hint hint*
Tomorrow's gonna be a damned long day.

Ok go, wooot!!~

yanaSicked says ok go.
8/30/2006 09:39:00 PM

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Monday, August 28, 2006

I'm just sick and tired of arguing with men la, ermm boys I mean. Especially those egoistical bastards who always tend to put women a notch under them. But what's said on Aziela's blog is very true.

"A clever woman never competes with a man; she walks behind him and gives him the impression that he is in control..."

Like arguing with the ex isn't enough, now I'm arguing with the cuz as well. Tired la, very penat you know!

Oh fuck it.

Some pics from the field trip just now.

[ From the rooftop, snapped by Feizel ]

[ My classmates, some paying attention, some just not. ]

[ "Abang" Gerald, myself, Feizel ]

[ "Kakak" Rina, myself, Kak Jules ]
Benson Phua, CEO of The Esplanade is the most humble person I've ever met. I need to be more active in my Esplanade Youth role. hehehe. No school tomorrow, only Visual Arts lesson on Wednesday, a trip to Merlin Framing on Thursday morning, then the Singapore Biennale thingy from Thursday afternoon til the end of the week. Gonna be a damned busy week for me but I can't wait.
Check the SB2006 out yo!
Chalo.

yanaSicked says ok go.
8/28/2006 11:17:00 PM

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

I'm blogging early today coz I'm planning on doing some revision later on. *ehem* Afterall, I have assignments due next week and I'm still searching for a suitable topic.

Supposed to attend WOMAD with Sharina or Helmi cuz last night but I skipped. I need to save cash to get myself a new pair of jeans coz the pair I have now is torn. hahaha. I didn't even go for Thrashfest! What a waste la. Money is really a liability at this point. So anyways I stayed home instead coz my aunt and cousins came over and we talked abit. Family matters yo.

My throat's not getting any better la and it sucks. Well my bad, coz I've been drinking sweet tea and eating spicy food. I just can't stand eating bland porridge and drinking warm water everyday la.

So anyways, on to something more ermmm... upbeat? I was looking through someone's blog and she had this "What's in my bag" entry, which apparently is a hype these days so I've decided to jump onto the bandwagon and do the same.

So here goes...

1. My ZINC bag - Very versatile, meaning it matches with any outfit. $40.
2. My calendar organizer - Where all my agendas are written down. Sometimes I turn it into a mini diary as well.
3. Water - Essential stuff, especially now when my throats' being a bitch.
4. My Canon G6 digicam - Camwhore, what do you expect? That thing's always in my bag so I have it with me most of the time.
5. Tissue - Its convenient to bring that whole pack. You never know what kinda emergencies need the use of tissues.
6. Umbrella - The weather's been kinda unpredictable lately so I have this in my bag just in case it pours. If not, I'll use it to shelter me from the sunrays.
7. Pencil case - Well I only have one pencil in there, lots of black pens, liquid paper, stapler etc. Basically all the necessary stationery for a student :)
8. Makeup kit - Even though I don't look into the mirror and powder like every 2 minutes, I still need my makeup kit with me, just in case you know.
9. Wallet - Contains my IC, Driver's License, school pass, ATM card, credit cards, library cards, namecards and MONEY! That wallet looks damned simple but costs me a bomb, Ord Ning & Reda stuff, ripoff!
10. Drugs - Nolah not those kinda drugs, its only Panadol Extra and my lozenges. Very important as well, just pop one when I feel uneasy and I'll be back in full force within 5 minutes.
11. Sanitary Pad - Well, duh. For emergency use.
12. Lotions - Oklah I'm kinda vain as well so I have mosturizers for skin and Nail care moisturizer. Doesn't do much for my nails coz I always bite them but the smell is nice.
13. Perfume - That's Body Shop's Amorito, smells like chocolates really.
14. Handbook - I'm gonna be starting my attachment with Singapore Biennale soon so the handbook is there in case I need any instant FAQs.
15. EZLink card - My essential passport for transport. hahaha.
16. Comb with mirror - Again, this is a girl thing so refer to #8.
17. ZEN Neeon - My mp3 player. My form of entertainment on my way to school/work etc.
18. Nokia 6101 - My handphone. I think this one is pretty self-explanatory la.
19. Card Reader - My CompactFlash card reader, in case I need to upload pictures from my digicam on the spot.

Well those are the usual stuff in my bag. Of course I'll have books when I go to school or a change of clothes if I go to work and such. But what's missing is a pack of cigarettes and condoms. I haven't smoked for a few days now due to my bad throat and as for the condoms, well I don't think I need anymore for now. Ok ooops, too much info there.

So I guess this is about it for today. Will be going to the Esplanade tomorrow for Mary's class so get ready for pics to come. That is if I even bother la.

Orites.

yanaSicked says ok go.
8/27/2006 08:30:00 PM

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Friday, August 25, 2006

I got tagged by Sabrina like a month ago so this is long due. Therefore I'm ready to redeem myself now. Here's for you Sab.

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME

7. war/natural tragedies/armageddon/epidemics: The greatness of God
6. revoking of my driver's license, well you guys know how good a driver I am right? hehe
5. losing my family members
4. ghosts and spirituality, such contradiction coz I like spiritual stuff and I'm adventurous enough to explore but when it comes to seeing ghosts/beings, I am a total wimp.
3. falling in love and disappointed, again
2. not being the perfect daughter and sister I am supposed to be
1. the day music will be wiped out from the earth aka silence

7 THINGS THAT I LIKE

7. food, duh!
6. soft toys
5. my digicam & mp3 player
4. dark/horror/macabre/gothic photography and arts
3. any clothing article in BLACK!
2. medical books/dictionaries
1. MUSIC!!

7 MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN MY ROOM

7. PC/TV/Laptop
6. alarm clock
5. strawberry scented candles
4. BED!!
3. aircon
2. teddies and dolls
1. mirror

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

7. I am emetophilic
6. I have an obsession with hot wax
5. I like to sit infront of my PC/laptop just in my towel, especially after a bath
4. I like to talk incessantly and act cute
3. I have a very wide and wild imagination
2. I fantasize about my cousin <3
1. I bite my nails, alot!

7 THINGS I PLAN TO DO BEFORE I DIE

7. Secure a good paying job
6. Take care of my parents like they used to take care of me
5. Get married and have a happy family of my own with 3 kids.
4. Don the tudung
3. Perform the haj
2. Travel around the world
1. REPENT, most important!

7 THINGS I CAN'T DO

7. read maps
6. lick my elbows
5. roll my tongue
4. whistle
3. pull-ups/push-ups/chin-ups
2. be committed
1. think of anything else at this point of time =)

7 WORDS I SAY MOST

7. "mampoz"
6. "bleurgh"
5. "yo"
4. "really?"
3. "oh wells"
2. "muacks"
1. "wazzzapppp"

7 PEOPLE WHO WILL HAVE TO DO THIS

I'm not listing but if you read this then you're tagged la.

Ok I'm done for now.
No school, no work for the day, yey!

Going for SB2006 site visit later on with QiaoPing.
Tanglin Camp again!

WOMAD tomorrow, or Sunday.
It depends.

The cuzzie's feeling down.
Awww....

Aaargh.

yanaSicked says ok go.
8/25/2006 12:53:00 PM

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Thursday, August 24, 2006

Its been awhile but I'm back and smackin!

Life's been kicking me in the ass lately but I'm still hanging in there so thank you God for giving me the strength. My throat's been a bitch as well, all thanks to tonsilitis but I'm surviving. I have the sexiest voice in the universe right now!

School's been hectic as usual; visits, events, classes, new classmates. Really, my friends are DA BOMB. Shoutout to "abang" Gerald my uncle metalhead, Hafiz "wak" and Feizel who's been taking very good care of me while I was down and out. Same goes for "Kakak" Rina, Kak Jules, QiaoPing and Sheena.

"I still cannot swallow okay!"
hahahahaha.

Look at the date. September is coming up in about a week. How time flies. September's gonna be a super busy month for me. My parents are going to HK, the Singapore Biennale thing will commence, datelines for projects, MY BIRTHDAY *wink*, gigs and the returning of Ramadhan. Hope I can get back on track fully by then. I need to.

I know I've been talking about my mental instability and all but please do me a favour and not question my diagnosis. I just wanna get out of there and I'm trying very hard to. As much as I say that I'm fully recovered and that things are dandy, I am not. But I promise I will not succumb to my alter ego, its bound to destroy my life someday.

Being single seems good so far but I can't get rid of memories. I'm sure you all know what I mean. Oh wells, what's done is done. To Joshua, I wish you all the best when you go back to LA. You are already truly missed.

I love my brother. I really do. And whatever happens, I will be by his side. And I swear if he gets hurt again, that bitch shall die.

Haven't been spending time with both my besties, at all. I don't even know what's happening in their lives. But I do miss them and hope to see them soon.

Singapore Idol has been one joke. Nurul got voted out today so 5 contestants to go. Hady and Jon for the finals yo! If they don't make it that far, I dunno what to say. Its time we Singaporeans invest in a good earwax cleaner.

On a happier note altogether, I made a new skin! Yey! And I'm back! But please don't expect too much from me.

Its good to be back.
:)

yanaSicked says ok go.
8/24/2006 10:10:00 PM

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